After I took the risk and made a decision to find my self once more, I realized that I have to move on now. Be who I am, stand up even there is no one beside me.. a partner whom I can count on. Because I have my family, friends and GOD who never abandoned me. It so strange to see my self happy and contented after what I’ve been through, maybe its because i know to myself that this pain makes me stronger, wiser and braver. It reminds me to take one step at a time. To wait for the right time and be contented with the blessings that I have. Now i know that I dont belong to someone who cant love me back.. instead I will belong to someone who prepared by GOD in his time.