Why do old lovers can’t be good friends? When I was young I oftentimes hear this line from a song. And i answred it with another question? If they really loved each other no matter what happen they can be good friends… di ba???

And now that I am no longer a kid, and I exprerienced how to love. That is already my question… a question that I can’t answer and accept that it should be that way. A question wihthout an answer.

Before I cant accept it that way, anyway it’s not that easy. I always said that we have shared so many good memories together, we have a good relationship as lovers or even as a friend. How could it happen that we have to neglect all this things when this relationship was ended?

We girls, oftentimes, Do anything and everything just to save the friendship. We try to talk to the person involve. But all we recieve is a negative response. Yes I also did those things, but I was tired. Tired enough to give justifications on why he refused to talk to me or even give a nod. I am tired of hoping that one day we can be friends. Not as a close friend but a simple friend who is there for each other. Tired of waiting for the time that he will stop the cold treatment. Because my life is not ended wit him.

Yes, it is sad.. because afterall we are together, we shared our hopes and dreams with each other. But then it is already a part of the past. There is no more reason for me to hold on.. All I have to do is to continue my life, continue my process of gathering the piesces of my broken and heart and moving on. And now, that I can stand up once again. I accepted that we can’t be friends… We can not bring back the closeness that we have. And he is just a part of my history.