Don’t give me a second chance
It’ll be the same
You will be the consequence
And I will have the pain
You are something else
I have to survive
That is why I say
With tears in my eyes

[Chorus]
I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn’t mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn’t mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish
I’d turn back time
I didn’t mean to make you
I didn’t mean to make you
Mine

Don’t look at me like I’m mad
I thought you would know
I was getting way too sad
It was gonna show
There was no way I could hide
I could hide the truth
So I took the risk
And fell for you

[repeat Chorus]

I didn’t mean to make you hold me
I didn’t mean to get so lonely
I didn’t mean to say all this to you
I didn’t mean to make you need me
I didn’t mean to love you like I do
Look at what we’ve put us through

sometimes we took the risk of telling what we felt inside… hoping that maybe.. just maybe we will be accepted and the love that we offer will be reciprocated. when I heard this song from Nina, I smiled because maybe some of us who took the risk of telling what we really felt get hurt. But hey! don’t be sad…. a week of tears is enough we don’t have to grieve because we lost someone we love. lets face it that is the consequence of taking the risk. someday you will realized that you are indeed lucky because you learn how to love and accept defeat at all. like what I’ve said in my past blog… if you are asking your self what to do… MOVE ON and JUST DO IT

"Closing a chapter in one’s life is never easy. But to dwell on a painful episode, hoping against hope, hoping when there doesn’t seem to be anything more to keep hope alive, is more excruciating than letting go and moving on. So for those who are having trouble making that final break the slogan of a popular sports gear brand spells it out for you. JUST DO IT!"

before i start to write my blog entry I want to say thanks to Laurice for writing the paragraph above in one of her writings

Whew… Moving on is really hard to do, especially the part that you need to accept that she/he is already gone. All your hopes and dreams are simple gone because everything is over… there will never be a You and Me. Only we became a lover. Sad to say we always dwell on the memories because looking back on the past makes you smile and complete for a while. But after the reminiscing time you will find your self crying at all because you can only be with the one you love in memories.

“I miss you when something
really good happens, because you’re the one I want to share it with. I miss you
when something is troubling me, because you’re the one who understands me so
well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that
makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I
miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful
times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most
memorable times of my life”