I cant remember when you werent there
When I didnt care for anyone but you
I swear weve been through everything there is
Cant imagine anything weve missed
Cant imagine anything the two of us cant do

Through the years, youve never let me down
Youve turned my life around, the sweetest days Ive found
Ive found with you … through the years
Its better everyday, youve kissed my tears away
As long as its okay, Ill stay with you
Through the years!

Nine years ago.. there was a young girl who said this line to her guy friend "it’s better for us to be best of friends than to be lovers.." They maintain the friendship, they become the best of friends. They can be seen together, they are very much open to each other. They know all their secrets, they share their hopes and dreams. And they are best friends.

But one day the girl woke up and realized that she love her friend more than a best friend, she just kept it inside without realizing that one day when she have the courage to spill it out. The guy cant love her back.. because for him she is just her best friend. And always be her best friend.

Time passes by and sometimes we don’t realized that we loose the chance to be with the one we love. For a simple reason that we are so afraid to be hurt by the one we love and we are afraid to loose that person in our life. Without a realization that by being honest and true to ourself will help us … and lead us to happiness.

To the man.. whom the lady loves… she thank you for being there, for accepting her and most of all for loving her for who she is before and until now. You will always be the special guy in her life. And will remain her best friend…

This blog is dedicated to us.. young ones, especially teens. Take your time and enjoy your youth

I need love, love

To ease my mind
I need to find, find someone to call mine

But mama said
You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don’t come easy
It’s a game of give and take

You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
You got to trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes

But how many heartaches
Must I stand before I find a love
To let me live again
Right now the only thing
That keeps me hangin’ on
When I feel my strength, yeah
It’s almost gone

I remember mama said:
You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don’t come easy
It’s a game of give and take

How long must I wait
How much more can I take
Before loneliness will cause my heart
Heart to break?

No I can’t bear to live my life alone
I grow impatient for a love to call my own
But when I feel that I, I can’t go on
These precious words keeps me hangin’ on
I remember mama said:

You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don’t come easy
It’s a game of give and take

You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes

Gotta wait!

No, love, love, don’t come easy
But I keep on waiting
Anticipating for that soft voice
To talk to me at night
For some tender arms
To hold me tight
I keep waiting
I keep on waiting
But it ain’t easy
It ain’t easy
But mama said:

You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said to trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes

You can’t hurry love
No, you just have to wait
She said love don’t come easy
It’s a game of give and take

"Love one another as I have loved you"… the commandment of God. A reminder that each one of us are called to love each other.

"I believe there’s a hero in all of us, that keeps us honest, gives us
strength, makes us noble, and finally allows us to die with pride, even
though sometimes we have to be steady, and give up the thing we want
the most. Even our dreams" - (Spiderman 2 movie)

As i wrote this blog entry of mine, I took the chance to use the quote of spiderman 2. I remember that when I heard this.. I said.. "parang ako". That time I am still an aspirant  in a Religious Convent because I want to be a nun. After a year of being graduated in college I decide to enter the convent. Give up my career and follow God’s will. That time I am sure to myself that I want to serve God all of my life, but with the decision that I made. I have to give up my own dreams.. and die with my own self.

Lately I am with the same situation. I have to die with my own self and let go of my own dreams. Because I know that this will be the best choice.. Again I will quote a line from Spiderman 3 "We always have a choice.. we have the chance to choose for the best.".  Most of us .. said that "I dont have the choice but to this.. " . But the truth is we always have the choice. A chance to have a silence and listen to the voice within. To listen to our heart. After I watch the movie I smiled.. like what I’ve said I’ve been through a tough decision that change my life and makes me feel better.
I choose between leaving in the past.. to retain the pain, anger and resentment within me. And Forgiveness… to face the day with a new life, new point of view and a hope that everything will be okay. And i choose to forgive my self and the people who hurt me the most.

"God (Uncle Ben) wouldn’t want us living with revenge in our hearts, it’s like
a poison. It can take you over and turn us into something ugly.
"  Again I quote a line from Spiderman 3. I am so agree with this line, because of revenge we do things that is against to our values and principles. We listen to our hearts.. but this angry heart lead us to misery. We make the wrong decision.. we hurt the one we love because we want to be even. But after we hurt that person. We will see our self, with pain because we know that deep within us. We don’t want to hurt the one we love.

All we need is forgiveness.. all we need is to have some space to think and Pray that God will heal the wounds that we have. To give us the grace of forgiveness. The courage to die on our own self, be humble enough to ask forgiveness and to forgive. And most of all to LOVE again.

God bless…

dhia