Wedding bells are ringing.. June is coming. A lot of woman will walk down the aisle to say the word "I DO". A lot of couples will have their vows to be with each other "for reacher and for poor, in sickness and in health till death do us part".

Before I used to say I wont get married.. because I want to be a nun. Now as i wrote this entry, i smile and ask my self.. how come i don’t want to get married if i dreamed of having four
kids and be a loving wife? Funny isn’t it?

Now as i grow older… in almost one month time i am turning 25. I found myself with a realization that I want to grow old with someone… Someone whom I can share my hopes, dreams, failures, pains. Someone who will stand by my side, will hold my hand and say.. Andito lang ako, di kita iiwan

Maybe it sounds corny.. and to others they might think that I am a hopelessly romantic person. But then.. this is what I want and what I felt at this moment. Maybe someone will ask me.. if i am in love… but then again like what I’ve said in my last blog entry I am not in love, it’s just someone makes me smile and makes me feel that I am important to Him.

I know that when I say the word I love you, I mean it.. and when I will say the word I DO i will do everything to make that marriage successful. As i quote the lines in one song "this sacred vow I gave to you does not contain an if  though I am aware of trials lies ahead, I will love you and be with I gave my heart and all to you…"
Maybe one day i will walk down the aisle and say I do… and when that day comes. It the start of another chapter in my life… Being a wife and being a mama. And I will make it sure that God will be the center of our family.

I don’t know what would happen next.. but again i just take one step at a time. I know that God will help me to meet the one he prepared for me. And in His time, it will happen.

Best wishes to all of you guys…