When Jesus died on the cross, we are sure that He will resurrect for us. That He will save us from our sin, He gave each one of us the chance to be with HIM on his resurrection. But most of us (unconsciously) choose to stay in the darkness, the feeling of loss, pain, bitterness and un-forgiveness. Because we still HOLD-On with the past. Past memories, hurts and pains that became the hindrance to forgive and to MOVE ON.

I know that it is not easy to move on.. It’s not easy to forgive, that is also my dilemma. But last Wednesday after I talk to a friend priest, I don’t know how God works in me. But he open my mind and my heart for forgiveness… to the people who hurt me and to my self.

Then i felt that I die on my own self… I die with Christ. After that I attended the mass… and Fr. Chavz said.. "forgive the people who betray and hurt you, ask forgiveness to those people that you betray and pray". Right then I realized the importance of Forgiveness. Chirst forgive, Judas and Peter and gave them another chance. And we can also forgive if we will ask God to guide us and gave us the grace of forgiveness.

And when I fully let go of my pain and burden.. i feel the pain.. but then He also make me feel the happiness, peace and serenity when I embrace my new found life… with HIM. As of now, I just lift everything to God.. I have my fears but I can counquer it for God is with me