As Children Bring their Broken Toys
With tears for us to mend,
I brought my broken dreams to God
because He is my friend
But then instead of leaving Him
In peace to work alone
I hung around and tried to help
with ways that we’re my own
At last I snatched them back again
And cried…
"How can you be so slow?’
"My child" He said…
"What could I do? You never did Let Go…

This is one of my favorite poems… I hope that all of us can let go and let God work in our life.

      Tell me
      Where did I go wrong ?
      What did I do
      To make you change your mind
      completely ?
      
      When I thought
      This love would never end
      But if this love’s not ours to have
      I’ll let it go with your goodbye

Hay.. this is a sad song.. really! For me.. every time I heard this song.. I feel sad.’Coz this was the song played when we broke up.. sad di ba. Tell me… tell me bakit hindi na pede? Bakit di natin naipaglaban? Bakit we have to part ways even though we still love each other. Tell me, why after all those happy moments.. after we build our dreams together. It’s over.

Tell me.. a question that was left unanswered, that leads me to be sad and bitter.  Many person was sad.. because the relationship was ended so soon and they hope and believe that it will last forever.

Guys.. move on.. maybe it so sad to feel the lost but we have to go on.. Many questions left unanswered, words left unsaid. But after that… they left the memories behind. They/I realized that yes… there’s a sadness in our/my heart(s). But we can be happy if we just allow our self to leave in the present.. not to dwell in the past.. to enjoy in our life and have faith that one day. The empty space can be filled .. and that will happen if we love our self first… and when God and we! The person itself realized that he/she is ready to fall in love and be love again.

Loving you…makes me complete
Loving you.. means taking the risk
Loving you…puts color in my life
But loving you makes me cry…

They says that we have the right love
Time tells that it’s not the right time
People says I’m crazy.. to love you
‘Coz from the start I can’t have you

Loving you completes my life
Loving you change my world
Loving you makes me a better person
‘Coz by loving you.. I am stronger than before

this is for the person who thought me how to love.. and how to let go
thanks to you… i hope that one day you’ll be there when I cross another
chapter of my life.

A lot of people are asking me of this silly question…"Are you in love? follow up by the statement.. "Your blooming… who makes you smile?"

For now.. I am just enjoying my life… Taking the risk.. but i use my heart and mind on it…

"he was mine but not really, I never really had him so
I never Lost him….. I guess this is how we’ll always be..
I had him, He had me but then again… There is NO US Really…"

A sad quote.. but you know what it’s real!!! Like what I’ve said
in my past blog , "parang kayo pero hindi kayo". The pseudo
relationship is the most common relationship that the generation
of today choose to have. Than having a serious relationship..
and having a COMMITMENT…. to someone else.

Simply because this is the safest way.. for a man/woman who is
afraid to be hurt, commit and most of all. Afraid to lost their
FREEDOM. Dito walang bawal, walang limitasyon lahat pede niyong
gawin ng wala kayong iniisip na may karapatan kang pagbawalan
ang ka-sama mo. You can’t even call her/him a partner, because
your just a friend.. wait maybe a 1 degree higher than friendship. Why?
because you are so sweet to each other, most of the time you check
if he/she already eat her breakfast, lunch and dinner.
what is he/she doing? Who is with her/him. You are so damn worried
when he/she is sick. When he/she was stranded alone in one place
and how you wish in one click you can be there to help your special
friend.

You go out for dates, you allow him to hug and kiss you. Both of you
exchange sweet quotes in text, you hang with him/her on the phone
till 3 a.m. but there is no promise of love. All is about let us enjoy
the moment… time will pass and you never realized that you already love
that person.. but when that time comes and the guy (most of the time)
feels that your in love with him. You will be left alone… crying
because you lost him just easily.. without saying goodbye.. and without
hearing the word I LOVE YOU because there’s no such thing as US but WE.

sad but real… we have to face it. but i hope that one day those people
who is on this situation will realized that they are ready to commit, take
the risk and be with someone else on their side. FOREVER.. because
they said the word I LOVE YOU and they mean it that leads them to say I DO.