Moving on… the hardest part in life…but then after so long i realized that moving on entails a big part on me… if i dwell on the memory of the past i cant let go and i will just stay bitter. I will always dwell on the questions "what if" and "if only". and i can’t answer this two questions and it will makes me sad  and then i can’t do anything but to accept the reality that everything is over.

june 08, 2006 when i fully realized that i should not dwell in the past…. that i should continue to move on and see the beauty of life after the storm. Mourning is good but if it takes all of your time and makes your life miserable.. get up and realized that you can not bring back the past.. instead it leads you to lost the time and spend your most precious time into nothing. Letting go needs a big push in our part… and if we let go of someone we love because he/she will be happy with someone else… go on.. do it… it’s hurt! but seeing someone you love happy makes you smile because deep within you know that your also the reason why he/she is happy! simply because you just … LET GO.