mama
Monday July 24th 2006, 10:16 pm
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MaMa’S GIRL…. yan ang bansag sa akin ng mga taong close sa akin… those people who see me when I am with my mama. I remember when i was a little girl… everytime my mama went to her office i really cry out loud and call her. i want to go with her, even if it is school days. My classmates teased me… mama’s girl. When she is on her duty (as a med tech) or in seminar (out of town/country) at night i sleep with her clothes (malibag niya) ‘coz i cant sleep without her smell. gusto ko lagi kong naamoy ang mama ko.

At the age of 22 katabi pa rin akong matulog ng mama ko, the detachment with my mama starts when i enter the convent.  And i am so happy adn proud to say that i make it. September last year when my mother got her first stroke, i was in the convent and preparing my self for the emmersion in bagong silangan. Right there and then i decide to leave the convent to be with my mama. I said "bata pa naman ako, kung talagang sa pagmamadre ako, doon ako, at gagawa ang Diyos ng paraan para makabalik ako pero ngayon dito muna ako sa pamilya ko". 

May 03,2006 when my mama left for a vacation in Canada and U.S., for almost three months i leave my life without my mama beside me and i do really miss her. Mahirap ang mabuhay ng walang ina… wala kang matakbuhan pag may problema ka… mapagkuwntuhan kung masaya ka… susuporta sa iyo sa lahat ng oras."  And now that she’s going back i am going to be with my mama… I am so happy… and want to be with her till she was so old.

love you mama