i want to grow old with you… when i was 18 i told myself that when i reach the age of 25 i will get married… simply because that time i thought i already found the man that i want to share my life with. but then… now he’s gone, although he’s still the one that  consider my first love… and i told him that he would be the last (but not now!!!!). i realize that things change… when i enter the convent at the age of 22 i said that "wow, at the age of 25 i am already a junior sister… but things wont turn out according to my expectations…

barely two weeks from now i am already 24, although i can say that i already found the one that i am looking for… the one that i want to be with for the rest of my life. still i dont know when i would be with him, when will i say the words "I DO". for now i just enjoy myself… being free and being dependent but readyt o face the consequences of the actions and decisions that i’ve done in my life.

i want to grow old with you… but in your time…

love you…

dhia 

LOVE IS THE ANSWER… LOVE IS THE ANSWER…. WE ARE CALLED TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS WE CONTINUE OUR JOURNEY TOWARDS THE ETERNAL LIFE. I THOUGHT I ALREADY KNOW THAT THIS IS THE ANSWER TO MY SOUL SEARCHING BUT THEN I FOUND OUT THAT LIKE ANY VOCATION. THIS INVITATION IS AN EVERYDAY CALL TO EACH ONE OF US….. WE ARE CALLED TO ACCEPT, CARE, UNDERTAND AND LOVE THE PEOPLE AROUND US. INCLUDING THE PERSON THAT WE HATE, THE PERSON THAT WE MET ALONG THE WAY. THEY SAID THAT HAVING A SMILE TO SOMEONE YOU MET ALONG THE WAY MIGHT MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE IN HIS/HER LIFE. IT IS HARD TO LOVE… ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU EXPERIENCED HOW TO HURT AND TO BE LEFT ALONE BY THE ONE YOU LOVE. BUT LIFE DOES NOT END ON IT… WE MUST CONTINUE TO GIVE LOVE BECAUSE WE DON’T EVEN KNOW THAT THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO LOVE US… SIMPLY BECAUSE WE DON’T RECOGNIZE THEM.. OR THEY JUST LOVE US FROM AFAR. AND LET US REMEMBER THAT GOD LOVES US SO MUCH… THAT HE ALREADY GAVE HIS ONLY SON FOR US… BECAUSE OF LOVE… AND HIS MESSAGE TO ALL OF US “LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS HE LOVE US”

Saying Goodbye to Love

Don’t shed your tears for someone who hurt you.
Don’t long for that person if they left. Don’t feel
sorry if you failed when you tried your best.
Someone is out there more deserving of you
There are something that we never want to let go
of, people we never want to leave behind, but
keep in mind that letting go is not the end of the
world. It’s the beginning of a new life.
WE are blessed if we find love but we should also
be thankful if we lost it. For what we are denied of
are things not meant for us we are given are the
ones destined forever.
Watching you walk out my life does not make me
bitter or cynical about love, but it rather makes me
wonder. If I so much wanted to be with the wrong
one, how wonderful it will be when the right one
comes along.
In the course of love, one’s hurt must be brave,
brave enough to hold on when things go wrong
and brave enough to let go when they realize the
thing are not meant to be.
Oftentimes we say goodbye to the one we love
without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that
we stopped loving them or we stopped to care,
sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I Love
You.
When love is lost, do not bow your head in
sadness. Instead keep your head up high and gaze
into heaven for that is your broken heart has been
sent to hell.

…a SaD tHiNg In Lyf is, u meet sum1 who means a
lot 4 u, only 2 fnd out dat in d end dat it was nver
meant 2 b & u jaz hav 2 let go

nette, thanks for this… love you mwah